I feel like everyone is a lot more excited about graduation than I am. I know it's an amazing thing to graduate from college but I'd rather stay another year. I'm good at school. It's pretty much all I've known since kindergarten. But, I think the main reason is because it's safe. I like knowing and planning. Right now, for the first time in my life, I have no idea what is going to happen in about four months. I don't even know where I will be living. For me, this is absolutely terrifying. I feel like a baby bird whose mother is about to kick them out of the nest to see if they can fly; I'm just hoping I find my wings before I hit the ground. I'm sure I will look back on this blog post in a year, or maybe even less, and laugh or wonder why I was so worried. But it's not a year from now, it's NOW.
I just hope I can make my family and myself proud. It's a scary, crazy, messy, wonderful ride and I'm already strapped in. So, HERE WE GO!
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